It's Not Over

Chris Daughtry
 
I was blown away
What could I say
It all seemed to make sence.
Your takin away everything
And I can't do without.

I try to see the good in life.
The good things in life are hard to find.
We're blowin away, blownin away
Can we make this something good?

Well I'll try to do to it right this time around
It's not over,
Try to do it right this time around
It's not over
But a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killin me
But your the only one
It's not over.

I've taken all I can take
And I cannot wait
We're wastin too much time
Bein strong, holdin on
Can't let it bring us down

My life with you means everything
So I won't give up that easily

Blowin away blowin away
Can make this something good?
Cause it's all misunderstood?

Well I'll try to do to it right this time around
It's not over,
Try to do it right this time around
It's not over
But a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killin me
But your the only one
It's not over.

You can't let this get away
Let it out, let it out
Don't get caught up in yourself
Let it out.

Let's start over
Well try to do to it right this time around
Its not over
But a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killin me
But your the only one
It's not over.

Lets start over
Its not over
This love is killin me
But your the only one
It's not over

hey hey hey hey! my goodness, its been long! im so tired, just came home from study camp. it was very very very educational. my school is so gay, man. like, at night, the teachers didnt trust the kids, so they locked the dorms. there were like, houses, and there was about 12- 15 rooms in a house. and it connected to another house. and it created this huge dorm room thing. it was so gay. like seriously, i mean.. the camp was great fun, but the teachers locked us in, and get this, they actually put the alarm system on cause they thought we'd go 'visit' each other in the night time.. i mean :D it dont blame them, we were all thinking of doing that! there was supposed to be a party at dorm no. 17 or something and a few other stuff happening in other places, but yeah. it mustve slipped to one of the teachers or something cause they eventually found out or something. so the girls were like totally locked in while the boys, near dorm 20 and 19 like bailed on their dorms and stormed out! so from my sources, they apparently had a huge dorm v. dorm fight. where they got wet tissues and threw them at each other outside their dorms, on windows and everything. these were, no suprise, boys. soooo what happened in the end is, 20 boys get sent home on buses, and are suspended.. sheesh, talk about harsh. -.-" but meh whatcha gonna do?

i spent the night with a few gurls in emilys room. i got really really really sick as well. like to the max cause bfore the whole dorm locking system went down we had like a disco thing, where there was a room, dark and pumping music and stuff! good stuff! went from like 9 till 11 or something? really fun. inside it was pissing hot, and i always needed to go out to get some fresh air and to cool down! so yeah.. my body was exposed to high rising tempreatures of body, heat and friction. then every like, 20 minutes id go outside till im cool again and jump right back in the room!

:D:D:D:D:D:D good fun man!

i took like.. 3 showers in one day. it was so hot! and short shorts all the way man!

I DID A LIP SYNCHING COMPETITION. I CANT SPELL, BUT ITS BASICALLY JUST MIMMING WORDS TO SONGS AND BEING A TOTAL ASS IN FRONT OF 250+ PEOPLE! sooo fun!!!! like, it was originally supposed to be just me and emily on this freaking HUGE ASS STAGE, but then last minute our AWESOME GOOD FRIEND TOM joined us, and it was soooo good!! everyone was like cheering our names (mainly tom cause everyone loves him!!!) and man.. best feeling ever. :D:D:D i was dumbsttrcuk a couple of times! but it was so worth it! tom was like, really singing and dancing and all! going all out! and then like in the end he strips off his jacket and jumps into the crowd of people who are sitting! everyone screams and all! :D:D:D so fun! but before this, me and emily needed to go to the toilet so we went just before the acts.. then we lost the people for an hour. we walked around the school looking for 250+ people... where on earth could they have gone? we were gone for like.. what...  minutes? -.-" so gayy. and eventually we ran into people who were like lookoing for us, so by this time, we missed out on like 3- 4 acts? or is it 2- 3? anyways! long story short, me tom and emily came 2nd out of like.. 6- 7 performances? soooo much fun! making a total ass of urself is so coool!!!!!

then, slept for 3 hours at night, after that, everyone woke up at 7, but yeah.. went to eat breakfast. man, i felt like throwing up all night and day. seriously, it was soo soooo badd... honeslty, 100% throwing up. i think i was just really really really tired and cold and sick... :( i still am though!

woke up, ate breakfast, cleaned rooms, and then just did some activities. went home :D

i noe im missing something, but mehh.. too lazy to write stuff. oh, we had a discussion about religion and suicide in my english discussion group today (which is my english class)... im very very very negative against them.. i dunnoe, it just didnt make sense :D~ but it did.. somehow. like i dont noe.. all very confusing! and i met alot alot alot of white people. alot of cute boys as well! seriously, i have never noticed these boys in school before, but for some reason they stood out heaps more this time. and one of them was just to die for. absolutely gorgeous, white boy, really good looking, but cocky and likes white chicks :D thats cool, just dont be having outbreaks of pimples and stuff.. dont wanna ruin ur chizled (is that spelt right?) face and hand made body by God himself. hahahahaha :D

VCE, I AM GOING TO GUN YOU DOWN MOTHER FUC*ER! ABSOLUTLY! LIKE TOTALLY! :D:D:D THIS STUDY CAMP HAS TAUGHT ME TO SET GOALS, AND ACHIEVE THEM IN THE HIGHEST POSSIBLE WAY! GOOD TECHNIQUES AND ALL! VERY PRODUCTIVE AND INFORMATIVE! I REALLY LIKED IT AND ALL.

LOVE YOU LONG TIME.

luan.

Can't wait

Avant

The party's over
And your still here
And i'm wondering why
Baby can you make it clear?
Cuz your acting like
You wanna spend the night
And the way im feeling girl
I just might...

(Let you stay with me)
And if you act right i might
(Let you lay with me)
Cuz i, cuz i
I've been watching you
Watching me half of the night
If you thinking
What i'm thinking
Then you know its time...

 
I cant wait til' we all alone
Cant wait til' we get it on
I cant wait cuz its been too long
Can't wait
Girl its getting late
Cuz i had enough
Oh baby i know that i just cant wait no more
cuz girl im going crazy
Baby i cant wait no more
I wanna give your body
What it's waiting for
I know i got to have you right now
Right now, but right now
Baby cuz i just can't wait

 
I got a throwback
And some boxers you can wear
Or you can do like me
And sleep in nothing
I don't care
I'll do what ever it takes
To make you comfortable
The way you look is so incredible
I need to

(Let you stay with me)
And if you act right I might
(Let you lay with me)
Cuz I, cuz I
I've been watching you
Watching me half of the night
If you're thinking
What i'm thinking
Then you know it's time...

 
cant wait til' we all alone
Cant wait til' we get it on
I cant wait cuz its been too long
Can wait
Girl its getting late
Cuz i had enough
Oh baby i know that i just cant wait no more
cuz girl im going crazy
Baby i cant wait no more
I wanna give you're body
What it's waiting for
I know i got to have you right now
Right now, right now
Baby cuz i just can't wait

Girl you got me breakin' plans
That i need to keep (i do)
Gotta an early day tomorrow
So i need to be asleep
But i dont mind
Cuz being with you
Is like i'm in a dream
 
cant wait til' we all alone
Cant wait til' we get it on
I cant wait cuz its been too long
Can't wait
Girl its getting late
Cuz i had enough
Oh baby i know that i just cant wait no more
cuz girl im going crazy
Baby i cant wait no more
I wanna give you body
What we waiting for
I know i got to have you right now
Right now, right now
Baby cuz i just can't wait (2x)

MARQUES HOUSTON LYRICS

"Everything"
 

You gave your love to me
When I didn't have a thing to offer you the dreams
And you believed, and now you think that I'm gon' dip
But I know you aint gon' trip
Don't act like you don't know just what this is

I put that on everything I love
I put that on my momma, baby you can trust in us
I put that on everything I own, for all my life I promise
That you will never be alone
I put that on everything I am, you gotta understand
I'll always be your man
I put that on everything I know, I never let you go
'Cause girl I love you so
I put that on

Everything you need, I'll get it for you
A few heads I'll split 'em for you, you know I die for you
And girl you make me whole, you are my sisters soul
And you can try to act like you don't know
But, I can tell when we kiss, when we touch, when we making sweet love
You know this thing is forever
You know the drill keep it real
Nothing will ever come between us
And I won't leave you never

[Chorus]
 
Everything I need I got right here with you
You know I'm true
Don't worry baby, I will never leave you
I adore you

And I put that on everything

hey hey!

lalala, this is just a load of crap i want to write cause im really really bored. im supposed to go out with some friends tomorrow to the beach, and dont get me wrong, i would just LOVE to go, but seeing as im broke i dont think i can make it :( but i will do my best to try and get there! :D we're all supposed to go edithvale and just chill and i have been loads of time with a few friends and a few other people i didnt quite know, but it always turned out to be such a beautiful day with heaps of laughs... so i should go right? yes i should. lalala, so much homework nowadays! and i like homework :D i really do!

today, i went to the doctors to go check up on my eye cause it has something wrong with it, because the meds he gave me last time didnt work that well... it made it smaller, but it didnt work. anyways, now hes putting me on another peice of medicine and hopefully this will work and i wont get surgery! cause thats scaary! wen i went into the office, his office that is to say, he stared at me. and this was the first time when my parents or my sister wasnt there with me. i was alone and by myself, and so i sat down on the chair and he began examining mee... but when he was talking to me, his eyes wandered everywhere, and my friend emily told me im too catious and think everyones staring at me and that everyones a pervert! and its true! everyone is a pervert! and then and then... hes eyes wandered to my chest, and i was thinking, oh my goodness, i pray hes looking at the awesome symbols and writting on my t shirt, oh i pray... then it wandered everywhere else, and then he started touching my eye and stuff to just check around it and all and then he tilted my head back and told me to close my eyes. i was reluctant to but non the less, i did close my eyes. i opened them, and he was walking away from me to prescribe me some medication. i have come to a reasonable conclusion... this man was a pervert. he was staring, like he had never seen a girl before. freaking tard. hmmm.. then me and my father went away... and then my sister! oh my sister!

my sister is giving birth either today or tomorrow! :D:D:D it means i should have 2 nephews by tomorrow! no not twins! but her stomach is so big, you'd think shes having triplets. for some reason her tummy is like, freaking huge. it looks as if she just let a basketball sit on her stomach all day and she constantly complains shes fat, which i belive is quite normal because i mean.. i wont lie, shes hasnt gained an inch of fat. lols. yeah, shes got another boy in her tummy! hes names LEON JOHN RYAN HUONG? yeah my sister is obsessed with black names so she like vowed to herself that she wouldnt have another kid wen the first one popped out. so she crammed all her favourite names into one! but now shes having her 2nd! so its alll good!! and i already have another nephew who likes to hit me alot. thats also her son, whose a little shit face. but yeah, i play around with him alot with knives and stuff just for laughs. hahahahahahaha, na im not serious. we play around with like pots and pans and shit. now i get two people to play with! oh i also have 2 little neices from my sister in law. their awesome, and really pretty. but their fashion sense is like... very revealing. i have no idea what kind of tops her mother buys them, and you know those black thick shoes those asian folks wear to make them look tall. yeah imagine those on little 3 - 5 year old kids. absolutely shocking. me and my sister and my mother, have tried desperately to change the kids clothings and stuff, but i have absolutely NO IDEA where my sister in law rips these clothes from. they look like freaking... asian wear. like those really really asian things. the flares, the tops, right down to the freaking shoes.. but we have now bought them bits and peices. like nice shoes and stuff, but for some reason my sister in law doesnt like her kids wearing them? okkk.. nice nice. but the nieces are awesome, wen ever they come over to my place instantly as i walk through the door, im greeted with like huge hugs and 'i love you luan' or 'i missed you!' :D gotta admit, its pretty cooool. and their so small they can only fit hug around my legs. we do lots of art stuff together! like making pictures and stuff! hahahhaha. anyways!

i want to say hello to HOA and EMILY and THUY. and although ive already thanked you guys for being such awesome friends (and cousins) i dont think you quite understand how much i really do appreciate you guys! i dont usually show it cause... i dont know? im very bad wen it comes to expressing how i feel physically, but i can sure as hell write them down. i really want to thank you, like so so much. you guys listen to me all the time, and although i get angry most of the time and sometimes i just zone outt, know that i always do really love you. like truely. i dont know about forever, but for as long as possible is good. you guys always seem to know exactly how to please me and make me happy. you guys know whats good for me, or you guys know what would be good for me in the future or stuff...and even if you dont contribute to making me happy, i love knowing you guys are just there to listen. even if you guys dont give me advice, knowing that you guys trust me as well gives me a sense and balance of security thats absolutely priceless. i can really be myself around you and im really sorry for being constantly mean and stuff, but i really do love you girls :D i wont always say it. so just in case you dont know, i just wanted to say it again. lols.

lalalala, so bored. 

natalie- stay..

Take all I'm going to give to you
What I have is true
You're the one for me
Everything I feel inside is sweet
You make me love so deep
You're the one for me
I can feel it now
What all it really means
it's beautiful
what we have is a special thing
I owe you for showing me
Love is real, taking me far away to a better place

Anything you want,
anything you need,
anything your heart desires
I'm here for you,
You take me higher
What you feel
what you say,
what you do when you smile,
my days are brighter
I'm loving you

Please don't you go away
I want you to stay
where your heart remains
forever, tomorow, today, everyday don't change
I'm by your side
looking in your eyes
Happy together, forever
I can see my life

I want you to stay
where your heart remains
forever, tomorow, today, everyday don't change
I'm by your side
looking in your eyes
Happy together, forever
I can see my life

Now that I have you here with me
I won't let you leave
I promise you my best
The things you say to me
I melt, I can't control myself
I promise you my best
That I can give
Complete happiness
So sure, not a doubt in your mind we will ever fall
please let me continue to
be the one,

your only one,
yes the one i give my heart

why do i feel so.. empty?

its depressing. im not depressed. its just... i dont like where i am now. i dont like it at all. i want to just let loose of everything. i feel like ive gotten stuck in a rut and im just.. lost.. i dont understand but i can feel it.

it feels likes.. all my close friends have deserted me and im screwed. i feel like im a nusience to everyone and everything. and i cant help it. im like a burden, argh.. and everytime i tell someone something, im burdening them with my problems. and the more i actually talk to people, the more the burdens stack on top of me. the more problems that occur and wont disappear. its like.. when i need someone, everyones gone. but when im confused, they all come. or when im happy or something.

people run away from me when im angry. honestly i would run away from me if i were angry too, dont get me wrong. im a cow wen i get angry. i just wish... it didnt feel this way.

i wish... everything could make sense... i wish my close friends would help me when i ask them. or when i tell them my problems they comfort me with more than mere words 'its ok luan. its gonna be ok' or if i do tell them my problems... they would at least support me. not make it seem like its so badd to get angry or that its ok to be angry. i wish they could support me and look at it from my point of view.

i couldnt sleep last night. and my sleeping patterns are really screwed up now. i need to.. tell someone all my problems. instead of hiding them. because when i tell them to someone, i feel like they cant be stuffed hearing about my problems or something. like they've heard it all before and they dont want to hear about it cause their sick of it. the same problems still do reoccur... and im sorry for that.  somethings just there, stopping me from telling them. i want someone to want to know about whats on my mind. i want someone who can at least just listen to me... and tell me what im feeling. to identify things for me and to tell me why im like this. -.-"

i feel like hiding in a dark corner with my boyfriend and telling him all my secrets, so i can feel alive on the inside. so he can get rid of all these hurtss in me.

lalalala. bye bye

lyrical lies- the curse of curves

An old man gave me a tip he said
"Don't waste your time with politics" he said
"Just chase skirts instead"
"Life is too short, and you're almost dead" he said
"I met a woman once, I gave her my best shot"
"But never did I talk and talk and talk"
"If I had her back, I'd be as real as my age"
"I so don't blame them, I wouldn't do the same"
"But I can blame them, I'd sing her this"

And you want to be dressed in poetry
But imagery doesn't fit
And you want resizing
But darling dear get a grip

And I think what I just wrote is going over my head
I'm stealing lines from myself
And what I said was never said
It's just a lyrical lie
Made up in my mind

And you want to be dressed in poetry
But imagery doesn't fit
And you want resizing
But darling dear get a grip

You're moving but not aware
You're drowsy without a care
Except keeping your whites behind your lids
And your lids are your best canvas
I can only imagine what you're painting, what you're painting
And your body on my mattress is proof
And your makeup on your pillow is proof
But do you think I am telling you the truth

It's just a lyrical lie
Made up in my mind

And you want to be dressed in poetry
But imagery doesn't fit
And you want resizing
But darling dear get a grip

And you want to be dressed in poetry
But imagery doesn't fit
And you want resizing
But darling dear get a grip

The Curse Of Curves Cute Is What We Aim For lyrics

I've got the gift of one liners
And you've got the curse of curves
And with this gift I compose words
And the question that comes forward
Are you perspiring from the irony
Or sweating to these lyrics
And this just in
You're a dead fit
But my wit won't allow it
The inside lingo had me at hello
And we go where the money goes
The inside lingo had me at hello
And we go where the money goes

I want someone provocative and talkative
But it's so hard when you're shallow as a shower
And from what I've heard with skin you'll win

Her bone structure screams
"Touch her! Touch her!"
And she's got the curse of curves
So with the combination of my gift with one liners
And my way
My way with words
It seems I'm too hip to keep tight lipped
And you're on the gossip team
You're making something out of nothing
And jealousy's the cousin, the cousin of greed
The inside lingo had me at hello
And we go where the money goes
The inside lingo had me at hello
And we go where the money goes

I want someone provocative and talkative
But it's so hard when you're shallow as a shower
And from what I've heard with skin you'll win

Her bone structure screams (I want someone)
"Touch her! Touch her!"
And she's got the curse, the curse of: (I want someone)
From what I've heard with skin you'll win

We All have teeth that can bite underneath
To where the reality grows
Yeah, that's where mine go
that's where mine go
We all have teeth that can bite underneath
To where the reality grows
Yeah that's where mine go
Where the reality grows:
From what I've heard with skin you'll win
And from what I've heard with skin you'll win

I want someone provocative and talkative
But it's so hard when you're shallow as a shower
And from what I've heard with skin you'll win

Her bone structure screams (I want someone)
"Touch her! Touch her!"
And she's got the curse, the curse of: (I want someone)
From what I've heard with skin you'll win
With skin you'll win
Skin you'll win